Dear Diary,
Its been three months. I still think about him every day. I've told myself that i don't need him. that i can do better. that i can live.
But i don't believe myself.
I feel almost abused. As if he just wants to string me along just in case his current girl ends in heartbreak. He knows i'll be there to pick up the pieces. That's just wrong. i've asked him multiple times to cut all ties with me but he refuses. i wouldn't be suprised if he's kept every picture i've drawn for him.
I cried myself to sleep last night. Thinking about how i about left this earth for him three times. three. How i've hurt everyone i care about for him. H
Forever seemed like a possibility
For a split should never come
we perfect in love
and happy
but then you squashed me like a bug.
i want to watch you burn in hell
for what you've done to me.
i wanna watch you die alone in
hateful misery.
"wifey, sweetheart,you're my world"
you told me late that night
then the next
you told me this was it
it was our final flight.
i want to watch you burn in hell
for what you've done to me.
i wanna watch you die alone in
hateful misery.
Dear Diary,
Its been three months. I still think about him every day. I've told myself that i don't need him. that i can do better. that i can live.
But i don't believe myself.
I feel almost abused. As if he just wants to string me along just in case his current girl ends in heartbreak. He knows i'll be there to pick up the pieces. That's just wrong. i've asked him multiple times to cut all ties with me but he refuses. i wouldn't be suprised if he's kept every picture i've drawn for him.
I cried myself to sleep last night. Thinking about how i about left this earth for him three times. three. How i've hurt everyone i care about for him. H
Forever seemed like a possibility
For a split should never come
we perfect in love
and happy
but then you squashed me like a bug.
i want to watch you burn in hell
for what you've done to me.
i wanna watch you die alone in
hateful misery.
"wifey, sweetheart,you're my world"
you told me late that night
then the next
you told me this was it
it was our final flight.
i want to watch you burn in hell
for what you've done to me.
i wanna watch you die alone in
hateful misery.
I'll forgive you for the pain,
I'll forgive you for the sorrow,
But I won't forgive today,
And I won't forgive tomorrow.
I'll forgive you for the hurt,
I'll forgive you for the tears,
I'll forgive you for the scars I'll have,
I'll have them, now, for years.
I'll forgive you for the lying,
I'll forgive your nasty words,
I'll forgive you for your anger,
And for everything I've heard.
We've come so far together,
Our friendship's lasted strong.
I know we'll make it through this,
Regardless of who's wrong.
So take this broken poem,
And take this broken heart.
Let's grab some glue and duct-tape,
And let's fix it, part by part.
After this, it'
Current Residence: no. deviantWEAR sizing preference: SHUT UP! Print preference: hehe, stop it.dude.really. Favourite genre of music: METAL Punk, pop-punk, rock'n'roll... almost any other type of rock. Favourite photographer: Me. AGAIN! Favourite style of art: Photography MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano Shell of choice: the kind you put on ice cream Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob. <3 Personal Quote: Debate isn't a hobby. its a lifestyle
Favourite Visual Artist
me. YAY.
Favourite Movies
Titanic... ITS SO ROMANTIC.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
avenged sevenfold, green day Papa Roach, MCR,Cradle of Filth, bullet for my valentine
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
Bugging my friends. What? Its a game to me!
Favourite Gaming Platform
Atari
Tools of the Trade
violin, guitar, pencil, paper...all that good stuff
its been too long since i've been this happy. i got to the point where i like myself. and i found someone to share myself with
and he's wonderful.
falling head over heels <3