Rageandlove77

Dear Diary, Its been three months. I still think about him every day. I've told myself that i don't need him. that i can do better. that i can live. But i don't believe myself. I feel almost abused. As if he just wants to string me along just in case his current girl ends in heartbreak. He knows i'll be there to pick up the pieces. That's just wrong. i've asked him multiple times to cut all ties with me but he refuses. i wouldn't be suprised if he's kept every picture i've drawn for him. I cried myself to sleep last night. Thinking about how i about left this earth for him three times. three. How i've hurt everyone i care about for him. H

Forever seemed like a possibility For a split should never come we perfect in love and happy but then you squashed me like a bug. i want to watch you burn in hell for what you've done to me. i wanna watch you die alone in hateful misery. "wifey, sweetheart,you're my world" you told me late that night then the next you told me this was it it was our final flight. i want to watch you burn in hell for what you've done to me. i wanna watch you die alone in hateful misery.